ive had the worst insomnia. havent slept more that an hour or two in over a week. every other day we go to hartwick or oxford or the lawyer... so one day im home and then the next im driving 4 hrs to hartwick. the only good thing that has happened this summer is that i found my friends from OLSH and SMS on facebook.a few from OLSH and i started talking. dani and i are the most alike, we are even going into the same major. and her chelsea and i are going to colleges about 20 min. tops from each other. weird.

we might be getting this place in oxford. it has a huge bluestone mine from the 1800s on the property.. but im not getting my hopes up that we will get it or not.

going to noho this weekend, and hopefully to warped in august if we are still here.i just needa get outta here and do something wild for a day. i need a change or something exciting or happy.. hell i dont care...



blah i feel so damn alone